"Anasthesia" lyrics

Everything I had I fucking lost
And I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying to fine a way
To make sense of this because
Every arrow shot misses the mark
Every word of mine fell on deaf ears

Each day is a struggle, each day a new sin
And standing here from where I'm at
I've had a lot of them
But sink or swim I know I've tried
I know I've got the key to find out whats inside
So medicate me from the inside out
To erase all the pain and erase all the doubt
Leave me numb, too numb to fucking feel

The constant attacks
The words that rip my throat
And the wounds carved right into my back
The constant attacks
The words that rip my throat
And the wounds carved right into my back

It's a constant fight
It's a constant fight
To not bow down, to do what's right
It's a constant fight
It's a constant fight
To not bow down, to do what's right
It's a constant fight
It's a constant fight

Medicate me and numb the pain...