"Totally" lyrics

Oh I am totally blind
You are totally deaf
When I ask for a smoke
You've only got one left
We talk until the sun comes up
But still can't relate
You play the same song
Over again
Don't turn it up
I don't want to hear it
I said

Why does it hurt me so much?
Oh tell me why does it hurt me so much?

I could be totally mad
You could be going insane
I think you live in a dream
You say I'm empty and vain
And when the sun comes up
I know what you're gonna say
That after all this time
I'm not yours, you're not mine
I'm still sitting here
And I don't wanna leave

Oh tell me why does it hurt me so much?
Oh tell me why does it hurt me so much?

If I could I would take full control of it all
You know you don't even mean that much, so

Why
Can't I just let go?
Oh tell me why
Maybe I'll never know

So tell me why does it hurt me so much?
Oh tell me why does it hurt me so much?