"Crimson & Clover" lyrics

I boarded up the doors, but you still broke in
Been picking up the pieces of myself
You went and painted black what once was golden
You're a better version of a different hell

We speak in tongues and we disguise our faces
But in the dark, I always know it's you

So torture me when it's over
And I lose composure
It's all in my head
But I still keep holding on
Your words like crimson and clover
Call back when you're sober
Tonight will end
And tomorrow you'll be gone
Tomorrow you'll be gone

I'd learn to tear these walls down if you'd let me
Been holding on to secrets we can't tell
Now I'm burning all the letters that you left me
Some part of me would love to wish you well, but I don't

We pretend to know the words, but nothing changes
The hardest truth's the lie I held onto

So torture me when it's over
And I lose composure
It's all in my head
But I still keep holding on
Your words like crimson and clover
Call back when you're sober
'Cause tonight will end

And tomorrow you will say you found yourself
And you wish me back to hell
But you'll lay your head down with me on your mind
So go dream of someone else
Because we cannot fix ourselves
We only have the scars we tried to hide
But we've done this dance before a thousand times

So torture me when it's over
And I lose composure
It's all in my head
But I still keep holding on
Your words like crimson and clover
Call back when you're sober
Tonight will end
And tomorrow I'll be gone