"CLOUD9" lyrics

My conscious close to the edge
Fragile whispers of hopelessness
Turned into my bones
A false glimmer of hope
I wander in the valley of dope
I choke on my own serenity
Of a state that's killing me

Hibernating
The darkness beckons, calling me to stay
I'm slowly slipping away
(It's killing me)
So close to the edge
I'm slowly slipping away

Crawling with blistering feet
I push her further into my skin
I feel so sick of all of this
Why can't I just be okay without these chemicals inside my brain?
I choke on my own
Until you force feed me with doses
So I can't breathe

Elation is my disguise
Born anew, relinquish life
Fuck

The clouds, they call my name
And I will rise
Without these eyes

Hibernating
The darkness beckons, calling me to stay
I'm slowly slipping away
(It's killing me)
So close to the edge
I'm slowly slipping away

Are you ready to meet your God?
But what if I just hold on?
Hopeful darkness
Folding consciousness