"Afterparty" lyrics

I could be deep in darkest of oceans
I could be buried along with the rest
But a single word from your lips in the distance
I'd crawl

Even when you show me the worst of emotions
I would eat the dust from the palm of your hand
I know most people would probably leave but I can't

Just don't tell me that you need me
If nobody would tell me to stop
I'd be dead and it won't be enough
You'll be leaving, while I'm bleeding
Ooh I'd be gone and you'd say you're sorry
But you'd still come to the after party

What if I am scared for the pain when I'm sober
I don't wanna see what you do to me
Even when I think of you know it's a sweet memory

I know I am better than this when it's over
And all this fucking time I am wasting on you
Maybe it's just better to love them and leave
Like you do

And then you tell me, that you need me
If nobody would tell me to stop
I'd be dead and it won't be enough
You'll be leaving, while I'm bleeding
Ooh I'd be gone and you'd say you're sorry
But you'd still come to the after party

If this our last night
(If this our last night)
Can you just hold me tight
And pretend that you
Don't wanna say goodbye
(Don't wanna say goodbye)
I know that I'll be fine
I know that I'll be fine

But then you tell me that you need me
If nobody would tell me to stop
I'd be dead and it won't be enough
You'll be leaving, while I'm bleeding
Ooh I'd be gone and you'd say you're sorry
But you'd still come to the after party