"Not Today" lyrics

They say they get it but they don't get it
Another weekend I just say forget
Now birthdays feel like Armageddon
And every door feels like a dead end

Do you ever look up in the sky
And wonder will it be OK
Do you ever look up in the sky
And wonder is it all in your brain

Maybe we
(Maybe we choose it)
What if I lose it
Can't make it thru it
Maybe we
(Maybe we)
Maybe I choose this
Maybe I'm foolish
And just like the apple from the tree falls down
Some days this fucking life is gonna pull you down

But the clouds clear and your thoughts aren't loud
The rains gone and the sun comes out
But not today, not today
The colors fade and seasons change
But not today not today

I've been throwing fits without you
Yeah all that I do is cry again and try again and I lose
I feel like I'm doomed
Cuz I don't even know me like you do
Alone in this room
My issues and the shit I've been through
I can't hide from the moon

Do you ever look up in the sky
And wonder will it be OK
Do you ever look up in the sky
And wonder is it all in your brain
Maybe we
(Maybe we choose it)
What if I lose it

Can't make it thru it
Maybe we
(Maybe we)
Maybe I choose this
Maybe I'm foolish
And just like the apple from the tree falls down
Some days this fucking life is gonna pull you down

But the clouds clear and your thoughts aren't loud
The rains gone and the sun comes out
But not today, not today
The colors fade and seasons change
But not today not today