"Not Enough" lyrics

I'm sad, but not sad enough for therapy
I'm tired, but not tired enough to fall asleep
I'm kind, but not kind enough to myself
I'm brave, but not brave enough to find help

Stay in my bedroom, blaming everything on my anxiety
Count every wrinkle in my blanket if it helps me fall asleep

Who knew growing up would make me feel so young?
I thought I'd change so much
But I still feel so numb
We all still miss our moms
We all still cry too much
Who knew growing up would make me feel so young?

Make friends, make plans to cancel
Small talk is too much to handle
Silently slip out of a party panicking so casually
My ego, black and blue, what happened to the happy side of me?

Who knew growing up would make me feel so young?
I thought I'd change so much
But I still feel so numb
We all still miss our moms
We all still cry too much
Who knew growing up would make me feel so young?

Make me feel so young
Make me feel so young
Who knew growing up would make me feel so young?