"ETA" lyrics

I've been survivin'
And I thrive when I'm lyin' to my face
Rehearsed these lines a million times today
Better sound, just the same
As every fake-it-to-make in this place
It's gettin' late, would you stay
'Cause I already forgot your name

I look amazin'
Never felt so out of place
Runnin' out of patience
Don't know how else to phrase it

Can someone give me the ETA on happiness
Tell me, why it's always runnin' late
How long do I hurt until I feel okay, these
Prescription bottles still don't numb the pain
I guess I'm runnin' late
Can someone give me the—

[?] my day, can never catch a break
Don't wanna be this way, so I dissociate
What if they know I'm a cynic
Lately I've been seein' two things
And God knows I've been goin' through things
I'm back [?] memories

Wanna get better for the kid in me
Can't take back what's been done to me
She don't deserve the things I've seen
She's worth [?]

Can someone give me the ETA on happiness
Tell me, why it's always runnin' late
How long do I hurt until I feel okay, these
Prescription bottles still don't numb the pain
I guess I'm runnin' late
Can someone give me the—

'Cause I don't find some peace of mind
Seems that I lost my way, ah

Can someone give me the ETA on happiness
Tell me, why it's always runnin' late
How long do I hurt until I feel okay, these
Prescription bottles still don't numb the pain
I guess I'm runnin' late
Can someone give me the—

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