"What It Was For" lyrics

I took the key and then I threw it away
Locked up my feelings just to get through the day

Miss all the moments with my friends I'm watching through the phone
I know my mama's getting older and I'm far from home
Even in this crowded room I'm feeling so alone
Feel so alone

But maybe one day, one day
I'll look back on it all
At all the moments, I let go
I'll know what it was for
I spend my life living on borrowed time
Is it worth the chance the way I roll the dice
But maybe one day, one day
I'll look back on it all
And I'll know what it was for

Everything that I gave up
In pursuit of the chase I gotta see it through
I hope one day I wake up
No more chip on my frame got nothing left to prove
Times slipping away from me
I know there's so much left overdue
That I still gotta do but until then I

Keep thumbing through the pages
What's another sacrifice man I want greatness
Scared of life passing by so I can't waste it
My dreams are so close I can taste 'em
I know it's coming I gotta be patient
I'm so close to finding my way out the matrix
I'm putting the work in until I escape this shit
Maybe one day it it'll all make sense but I

Miss all the moments with my friends I'm watching through the phone
I know my mama's getting older and I'm far from home
Even in this crowded room I'm feeling so alone
Feel so alone

But maybe one day, one day
I'll look back on it all
At all the moments, I let go
I'll know what it was for
I spend my life living on borrowed time
Is it worth the chance the way I roll the dice
But maybe one day, one day
I'll look back on it all
And I'll know what it was for

What it was for
Yeah I'll know what it was for
What it was for