"Still Had You" lyrics

It's rainy outside and there's only one place I can go
It's starting to feel like forever was so long ago
Does it make you happier knowing I spend my days alone?
Does it make you happier? I'll never know

Falling ain't easy with you
Hardest thing I held onto
Wish I didn't have to pretend
That I still had you

I used to believe that you'd come back and stay in my arms
But it's taking too long now it feels like a waste of my heart
Does it make you happier knowing I spend my days alone?
Does it make you happier? I'll never know

Falling ain't easy with you
The hardest thing I held onto
Wish I didn't have to pretend
That I still had you

Falling ain't easy with you
The hardest thing I held onto
Wish I didn't have to pretend
That I still had you
Wish I didn't have to pretend
That I still had you