"Not For Me" lyrics

I've been floating in space
Trying to find a place to be
Pull me out of this state
And get me a moment of peace
Wasn't it supposed to be simple?
Guess not for me
Not for me

Human, I just need something human
What the fuck am I doing?
A puppet on strings
I stay running, getting ahead of nothing
Wonder who I'm becoming
Who should I be?

Every night I fly away
Looking for my outer space
I
Let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go

I've been dreamin'
Dreaming of life out the void
It's like I'm screaming
Trying to shout through the noise

I mask up every chance that I get
Paint on a smile while I'm holdin' my breath
Drownin' myself in a pool of regret
I wish I had wings

Every night I fly away
Fly away
Looking for my outer space
I
Let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go

I've been dreamin'
Dreaming of life out the void
It's like I'm screaming
Trying to shout through the noise

I've been floatin' in space
Trying to find a place to be
Wasn't it supposed to be simple?
Not for me