"We Were Fifteen" lyrics

It's 5 AM on the bright side, I'm in love for too long
It's high tide up in Hawaii so I just wrote you a song
All of your stuff, packed in my trunk, I gotta get on the road
Directions, they suck
Traffic is stuck and I got nowhere to go

So please come hold me darling (Oh, darling)
I feel bad I'm calling (I'm calling), but I couldn't wait until the morning (Sun is gone)
I know you hate living alone 'cause you had a roommate back in college (Back in college)
I got collages of your pics on my wall
Wrote these albums about you
'Cause I'm still trying to process being out of your contacts
I'm so scared of the phone (I'm done)

We were fifteen
Naïve with our dreams and now I'm thinking of you (If you die [?] then I won't [?])
I'm about to be 23, how could it be that I'm still thinking of you? (You were my crush but now I'm alone)

It's 9 PM on a Friday and I'm still in my room (Drippin' blood, I think you dropped your gun)
Heard you got a house with your guy, out there in Malibu (You never helped me, you just [?])
Oh, Beverly Hills, heartbreak, it kills when it comes out of the blue
Emotions were spilled, I'm crying 'cause I am still in love with you

So please come hold me darling
I feel bad I'm calling, but I couldn't wait until the morning
I know you hate living alone 'cause you had a roommate back in college
I got collages of your pics on my wall
Wrote these albums about you
'Cause I'm still trying to process being out of your contacts
I'm so scared of the phone

We were fifteen
Naïve with our dreams and now I'm thinking of you (If you die [?] then I won't [?])
I'm about to be 23, how could it be that I'm still thinking of you? (You were my crush but now I'm alone)

It's 9 PM on a Friday and I'm still in my room