"SAD OCTOBER" lyrics

I said I'll let you ruin my life, so you ruined it twice
It's easier if I cry, so I lie to your eyes
And I can tell you stories 'bout the places that I've been
You can say it's all my fault, I plead my innocence

It only gets worse before it gets better
They only get hurt when they think it's forever

Put the knife to my neck while you hold my hand
Walking living dead as I walk to my bed
Confused by the sex, now I'm stressed from the things you said
Holding on to me, holding on to you in my head

It only gets worse before it gets better
They only get hurt when they think it's forever

Is it over? (It only gets worse)
Sad October (They only get hurt)
Is it over? (It only gets worse)
Sad October (They only get hurt)