"Otherside" lyrics

I'm laying in bed alone
Can't get my head to slow
Cause how we got it wrong
Still keeps my mind from moving on
It's not like I'm missing us
And hasn't it hurt enough?
I hoped and prayed that time and space
Would help more than it does

Pacing the deep end
So tell me the secret
To loving, then leaving
'Cause I don't

I don't wanna lose another hundred nights
Trying not to say goodbye
A house on fire but I'm paralyzed
I just wanna make it to the otherside, otherside, otherside
Of you and I
'Cause I've been feeling half alive
And I don't wanna lose another hundred nights
I just wanna make it to the otherside, otherside, otherside

How many times will I let you go?
And still let you have a hold
Every call, every song, every photo left
And I'm right back in your room again

Pacing the deep end
So tell me the secret
To loving, then leaving
'Cause I don't

I don't wanna lose another hundred nights
Trying not to say goodbye
A house on fire but I'm paralyzed
I just wanna make it to the otherside, otherside, otherside
Of you and I
'Cause I've been feeling half alive
And I don't wanna lose another hundred nights
I just wanna make it to the otherside, otherside, otherside

To the otherside
To the otherside

God, there's no way around it
I can't make peace without it
I'd die to see the otherside
(To the otherside)

There's no way around it
I can't make peace without it
I'd die to see the otherside
Otherside, on the otherside