"I Defeat" lyrics

We were doing so well
We had broken the spell
And freedom seemed just within reach
We had managed the bend between lover and friend
Found a place we could possibly meet

Yes it's me
I can't help myself
I just run head along to defeat
Yes it's me
I can't help myself
I defeat, I defeat, I defeat

I'm so hard on myself
Don't deserve any help
So I must let you go, let you go
So I pushed you away
While I hoped you would stay
But I don't let you know, let you know

Yes it's me
I can't help myself
I keep running around to this beat
Yes it's me
I can't help myself
I defeat, I defeat, I defeat

I defeat

Yes it's me
I can't help myself
I keep running around to this beat
Yes it's me
I can't help myself
I defeat, I defeat, help me
I can't help myself
I defeat, I defeat, help me
I can't help myself
I defeat, I defeat, help me