"Emergency" lyrics

I've been in this place since they were seen
As they struck, the men sleep next to me
I am closer to the axe 'cause they're reflecting me
I'm a patient and I'm paralyzed
Scared they'd tell me I just can't suffice
Oh, they cutting me, I internalize, oh, no

See, this is emergency
Nobody's helping me
Somebody get this out of my mind
There's just no urgency
And I'm in agony
Oh, I guess no one listening

But then a hand reach out, told me I was next
Told me I was found and I feel so blessed
And now my heart beats again, my heart beats again
Oh, my heart beats again, my heart beats again
Oh, my heart beats again, my heart beats again

And my girl keep saying that I'm paranoid
And it's something that I can avoid
I can practice till I find my voice oh, yeah

Oh, this is emergency
Nobody's helping me
Somebody get this out of my mind
It's such an urgency
To keep on hating me
Oh, is anybody listening?

Then a voice came down, told me I was next
Told me I was found and I feel so blessed
And now my heart beats again, my heart beats again
Oh, my heart beats again, my heart beats again
Oh, my heart beats again, my heart beats again

Oh, this is emergency
Nobody's helping me
Somebody get this out of my mind
It's just no urgency
And I'm in agony
Oh, I guess no one listening

But then a hand reach out, told me I was next
Told me I was found and I feel so blessed
And now my heart beats again, my heart beats again
Oh, my heart beats again, my heart beats again
Oh, my heart beats again, my heart beats again