"Lose It All" lyrics

I've been trying
To hide the part of me
To only show my devil's side
In devil's company
I'm running out
Before I'm forced to leave
I'll keep drinking all my fears
Let the whiskey talk to me

All my life
I've been looking for a way to the other side
Oh lord, I'm finally here
One more line
I'll be searching for my mind in the gutters alone
And you'll be out of sight
And I'll loose it all
I'll loose it all
Yeah, I'll loose it all

In this broken bottle, I see a faded ghost
A silhouette of who I was, a life that's close to broke
But fear and pain inside of me, it never waits for long
I've got one hand fighting demons, while the other writes this song

All my life
I've been looking for a way to the other side
Oh lord, I'm finally here
One more line
I'll be searching for my mind in the gutters alone
And you'll be out of sight
And I'll loose it all
Yeah, I'll loose it all
Yeah, I'll loose it all

The needle in my hand it sings, a deadly lullaby
Singing me to sleep as I, watch the world go by
Fucked up and alone now, the end is in my sight
I'm drowning in this darkness, 6 feet beneath the sky

All my life
I've been looking for a way to the other side
Oh lord, I'm finally here
One more line
I'll be searching for my mind in the gutters alone
And you'll be out of sight
I'll loose it all
I'll loose it all
I'll loose it all
I'll loose it all
I lost it all