"Staring At The Sun" lyrics

There's always gonna be a next year
I think of them as better times
Where no one's gonna ask for answers
And no one's gonna take what's mine
But my arms will never get to know you
And these hands will never bear a sign
Spent a decade staring at the sun dear
Too long to know I hurt my eyes

I've been loving wasting all of your time
Touch me sweetly then you pinch me
And I'd love to waste the rest of your life
Just completely out of touch

The imprints that you left are fading
So I trace them all with marker pens
And I sit and listen so intently
To every empty word you send
And the corners of my eyes deceive me
Cause I see you every now and then
And I focus on your absent movements
Could it never be that easy again?

I've been loving wasting all of your time
Touch me sweetly, then you pinch me
And I'd love to waste the rest of your life
Just completely out of touch

I found your ghost in this house
But I can't kiss the thought of you
I told you to burn it all down
But you're just too cold to do it now