"Guidebook To Healing" lyrics

It's time to stop calling them nightmares
'Cause I'm wide awake and you're not there
Been gone for a while
And it's been so hard tryna fake every smile
And nothing's changed in the apartment
I've left everything how you left it
Your keys on the floor
It still gives me hope that you'll knock on the door

And I've been hiding my emotions
'Cause I'm really scared of showing
That I'm lying
And I know it
Maybe that's my way of coping

I tried it all, I tried my best
But nothing's working since you left
I'm still searching for meaning
But there's not much left to believe in
I've tried it all, but can't move on
When did everything go wrong?
There's no cure for the feeling
There's no guidebook to healing

Oh, no, no
There's no guidebook to healing
Oh, no, no
There's no guidebook to healing

I should delete all of the texts
'Cause I'm checking them twice before bed
And start living my life
'Cause sometimes I'm stuck in just tryna survive

And I've been hiding my emotions
'Cause I'm really scared of showing
That I'm lying
And I know it
Maybe that's my way of coping

I tried it all, I tried my best
But nothing's working since you left
I'm still searching for meaning
But there's not much left to believe in
I've tried it all, but can't move on
When did everything go wrong?
There's no cure for the feeling
There's no guidebook to healing

I've been losing my mind
I've been stuck in my head
The more that I try
The more I forget
That the truth is
The truth is
There's no guidebook

I've been losing my mind
I've been stuck in my head
The more that I try
The more I forget
That the truth is
Oh, the truth is
There's no guidebook to healing

I've tried it all, but can't move on
When did everything go wrong?
There's no cure for the feeling
There's no guidebook to healing