"Dark night castle" lyrics

I will eat your heart
I'm a S.O.B, leaving chemtrails
Filled a river with my doubts, freeze or do we sink?
I-I'm just watching myself get lost in his eyes
Watching myself make a fool on stage
Woke up and held me, I spectate it
A thousand eyes make a funny face
Dark clouds, I can't stay awake (Eat your heart)
It isn't water if I hate the taste, oh (Fuck)

Nobody believes me
Nobody believes me (Fuck)
Nobody believes me

I'm so lucky to have you
But I can't steady sleep now
The pendulum keeps on swinging (Eat your heart)
I can't lie, I'm hypnotized now
I dream of quitting my job
Just to get lucky all the time
I'm an addict but I'm scared now
I gotta cash in, I'm stayin' the night
And all my friends, we addicted
Begging for His forgiveness under the light
Frostbitten, S.O.B., dreaming (Eat your heart)
I never felt this beautiful and gifted

Forgive me if I feel myself tonight
I'm painin' just to stay alive
I don't know how to speak anymore (Eat your heart)
Nobody believes m-
I saw myself freaking out on the floor
I don't speak unless I'm spoken to
I don't go to places 'less I'm not alone
Nobody believes me
And you still don't wanna leave me
I know what's real, I can't lose it, I tried
I'm obsessed with the feeling (Eat your heart)
And all my friends, we addicted

I don't think I deserve that business
God only knows I'm so scared of us
My feet get smaller for the shoes I fill (Eat your heart)
If I'm in love, then I'm dormant
I dream of making my killing
Hold me 'cause I feel my head splitting
In the end, it's just me and my killin'
Swords dance upon me if I finish
If I'm in third person, then that's who I am
I can't keep waiting, I want it now
I can't keep waiting, I want it now (I will eat your heart)