"Happy" lyrics

I've been running through the storm
Tryna get to somewhere warm
But the darkness seems to fall upon my head
Tryna make it through the day
But right now I'm not okay
I'll just pull the covers up and get to bed

Lately I find I'm chasing life in rewind
I'm finding it hard to find me
Staring into the movie of my memories
I guess I miss the beauty

I wanna be happy
But I miss you around me
I wanna be happy
But I miss you around me
Miss your love, I miss your calls
The way your sunlight warmed my soul
I wanna be happy
But I miss you around me
Miss your love around me
Oh

I know you had pain, I know you had so much pain
Carried it around so you wouldn't pick it up again
You only saw thorns, but you're a rose in the rain
And since you've been gone the garden never looks the same

Lately I find your smile hiding in my mind
Maybe one day you'll find me
Walking through halls of all we used to be, but
The dark helps me see the beauty

I wanna be happy
But I miss you around me
I wanna be happy
But I miss you around me
Miss your love, I miss your calls
The way your sunlight warmed my soul
I wanna be happy
But I miss you around me
Miss your love around me
Oh

I know it won't always hurt like this
And even if it hurts like this
I'll still be grateful forever

I wanna be happy
But I miss you around me
I wanna be happy
But I miss you around me
Miss your love, I miss your calls
The way your sunlight warmed my soul
I wanna be happy
But I miss you around me
Miss your love around me
Oh