"Decision" lyrics

The world has given me a chance
To try it again
The sweat was running down my face
And the palms of my hands
He promised everything would change
And still be the same
Impossible to understand
And yet it made sense

I might just be okay
I can try and see
I'm dying anyway

And now that I've made my decision
I'll let you get on with your life
Although I'm in no position
To give you permission or not
But now that I know what you're missing
I'm nothing you need anymore
It hurts but killing my ambition is harder than letting you go

I lost
I gave up
I deserted
Part of my life
Out of the window
And I've never felt more alive
I've nothing left to hide
All is up to me
And all accounted for

And now that I've made my decision
I'll let you get on with your life
Although I'm in no position
To give you permission or not
But now that I know what you're missing
I'm nothing you need anymore
It hurts but killing my ambition is harder than letting you go

And now that I've made my decision
I'll let you get on with your life
Although I'm in no position
To give you permission or not
But now that I know what you're missing
I'm nothing you need anymore
It hurts but killing my ambition is harder than letting you go