"I Can't Believe I Did This Without You" lyrics

I can't believe I did this without you
I hate that I did this without you

And now you're flying home one day before me
And it burns and it burns
And I had this dream you would hold me like in Mexico
The day I flew home
But I saw you one time out here
And we just hurt and we hurt
And I want to stop
And I wanna be in your life

I love, respect and need you so badly
Badly being the operative word
And now it's done and I've done all I can
And I've got nothing left
And I'm looking for any exit I can find

I can't believe I did this without you
I hate that I did this without you

They use loose razor blades to cut the tape here
There is razor wire around the roof
There's a train line round the back
There's a highway within earshot
They told me the fucking trees aren't real
I wanna show you, stand and hold your hand
And watch propeller planes flying in and out Van Nuys

I'll show you as people are staring beside the train tracks
The crickets and the haze around the moon
And then it's done and I've done all I can
And I've got nothing left
And I'm looking for any exit I can find

I can't believe I did this without you
I hate that I did this without you

I wanna bury myself in you
But I don't think you'll ever touch me again

I can't believe I did this without you
I hate that I did this without you

I can't believe I did this without you
I hate that I did this without you