"Ecstasy & Existential Dread" lyrics

Dark side of a feeling
Monsters in my mind
Got my eyes on the ceiling
Searching for a sign
And I wanna know if there's a light
At the end of the tunnel
Is this our reality or is it just a funnel?
Maybe Planet Earth's about to burst
It's just a bubble
Circling the drain until we crumble

I keep going back and forth
Inside my head
Between ecstasy and existential dread
Wondering what will happen when we're dead
It's just ecstasy and existential dread

I've been reading the moonlight
Signals from the sky
And they're saying it's midnight
Standard Doomsday Time
And I wanna know if war and tragedy
Go on forever
All this human greed and misery
We've had to weather
Waiting for a miracle to bring us all together
Maybe aliens will make it better

I keep going back and forth
Inside my head
Between ecstasy and existential dread
Wondering what will happen when we're dead
It's just ecstasy and existential dread

Happiness is a luxury
Honestly I feel rich as hell when I'm smiling
Happiness is a luxury
Especially when you're here with me

I keep going back and forth
Inside my head
Between ecstasy and existential dread