"IDILY" lyrics

Here I am at this party
Whiskey burning down my throat
Beating myself up
'Cause it's the only way I know

You're stuck like an unbreakable habit
Like a broken record, stuck thinking how we had this
I'm still holding on
While you let it all go
Tried to play it too cool, apathetic
Who am I kidding? I better drop the act and
Down the bitter truth
Like a shot in one go

But tell me, was it me or was it you?
I need answers, make me see your point of view
Maybe we can still work this out or not
But my heart won't stop

Here am I at this party
Whiskey burning down my throat
Beating myself up
'Cause it's the only way I know
It ain't a stupid mistake to be in love
I'm drunk, I love you

I'll admit I was idealistic
In a sea of flaws I looked for something perfect
Never got around to find
What I was looking for

But tell me, was it me or was it you?
I need answers, make me see your point of view
Maybe we can still work this out or not
But my heart won't stop

Here am I at this party
Fucking tired of drinking alone
I'm clouded liquid courage and false hope
It ain't a stupid mistake to be in love
I'm drunk, I love you

I'm drunk, I love you

How do I un-miss you?
How do I un-love you?
How do I un-stop you
From staying inside my head?

Here am I at this party
Whiskey burning down my throat
Beating myself up
'Cause it's the only way I know
My hands reach for my phone
Fucking tired of drinking alone
I'm clouded liquid courage and false hope
I say the stupidest things when I'm drunk
But it ain't a mistake to be in love
I'm drunk, I love you