"The Star That Gave Out" lyrics
They tell you to find purpose in life
It's a funny one
But have you ever thought
What if this is all just a dream
Staring out the window
Looking at the sky and contemplating
How much pain must I endure before I'm cured from all this aching
All I got is me
It's a lonely world that I inhabit
I don't get too close cause when I turn my back they often stab it
The heart of man is tainted full of greed and envious
The soul of man is breaking chasing its' own exodus
Wonder what heaven is cause it feels I'm stuck in hell
The more I search for love the more I fucking hate myself
And I ain't proud of that it's hard to fathom peace within
I'm drowning fast feels like the flames of hell been leaking in
These demons breaching in they strip away my sovereignty
Feels like the blood of sin been flowing through my arteries
It's hard to see the light when deep inside my soul is weeping
Can't tell what's wrong from right cause love is often so deceiving
And so I drift away seclusion is my remedy
I'm quite afraid my own mind could be the end of me
Don't know who I am
Don't know what my purpose is
As I search within
The more I seek the worse it gets
Wish I could escape
To a place where nothing dies
Nothing last forever
And that truth kills me deep inside
Staring out the window
Looking at the sun and broken sky
Life could be so blissful but my thoughts become my own demise
Always loud inside my head my thoughts become burdensome
Doubts consume my heart with dread and pure contempt it's worrisome
I hope one day I free myself from my own mental shackles
And I'll prevail and all my deepest fears will be dismantled
It's hard to handle truth when you feel used and rendered worthless
Mentally abused there's so much pain beyond the surface
But I don't show too much unless you look deep in my eyes
You'll see my soul is crushed and you can hear a million cries
Shadows of my past they follow every move I make
My guilty conscious got me drowning in my past mistakes
The truth is hard to face when your reflection's burning slow
The person staring back is one which I no longer know
Where do you go when you feel lost within your existence
I can only hope one day I'll flee this mental prison
Don't know who I am
Don't know what my purpose is
As I search within
The more I seek the worse it gets
Wish I could escape
To a place where nothing dies
Nothing last forever
And that truth kills me deep inside
It's a funny one
But have you ever thought
What if this is all just a dream
Staring out the window
Looking at the sky and contemplating
How much pain must I endure before I'm cured from all this aching
All I got is me
It's a lonely world that I inhabit
I don't get too close cause when I turn my back they often stab it
The heart of man is tainted full of greed and envious
The soul of man is breaking chasing its' own exodus
Wonder what heaven is cause it feels I'm stuck in hell
The more I search for love the more I fucking hate myself
And I ain't proud of that it's hard to fathom peace within
I'm drowning fast feels like the flames of hell been leaking in
These demons breaching in they strip away my sovereignty
Feels like the blood of sin been flowing through my arteries
It's hard to see the light when deep inside my soul is weeping
Can't tell what's wrong from right cause love is often so deceiving
And so I drift away seclusion is my remedy
I'm quite afraid my own mind could be the end of me
Don't know who I am
Don't know what my purpose is
As I search within
The more I seek the worse it gets
Wish I could escape
To a place where nothing dies
Nothing last forever
And that truth kills me deep inside
Staring out the window
Looking at the sun and broken sky
Life could be so blissful but my thoughts become my own demise
Always loud inside my head my thoughts become burdensome
Doubts consume my heart with dread and pure contempt it's worrisome
I hope one day I free myself from my own mental shackles
And I'll prevail and all my deepest fears will be dismantled
It's hard to handle truth when you feel used and rendered worthless
Mentally abused there's so much pain beyond the surface
But I don't show too much unless you look deep in my eyes
You'll see my soul is crushed and you can hear a million cries
Shadows of my past they follow every move I make
My guilty conscious got me drowning in my past mistakes
The truth is hard to face when your reflection's burning slow
The person staring back is one which I no longer know
Where do you go when you feel lost within your existence
I can only hope one day I'll flee this mental prison
Don't know who I am
Don't know what my purpose is
As I search within
The more I seek the worse it gets
Wish I could escape
To a place where nothing dies
Nothing last forever
And that truth kills me deep inside
Writer(s): Joel Serrano
