"I Need A Shoulder" lyrics
Stay with Vegas on the wave
Can't let my feelings override my thoughts
A loss ain't a loss, it's a lesson, but what have you learned for real from that lesson?
I feel myself
I'm my only threat
All the things I been thinkin' sometimes I don't say
I just wanna get the paper, stay the fuck out the way
How a nigga keep goin' when the day seem grey?
How a nigga keep goin' with the fake in my face?
Got this money and it bought more problems
My happiness gone, they take it away
See, everything always ain't 'bout a dollar
But what can I say? It's a treacherous game
What you gon' do if I quit?
I stop the pills for a moment, I'm back on the X
I really can't hide that I'm stressed
Wakin' up smilin', but really feel low, I'm a mess
Fuck made me this hero?
Like, tell me why it's all on me though?
Everybody be smilin', I'm feelin' I'm havin' nobody
How the hell it's an S on my chest?
Never gon' quit, gotta give my best
Everybody want more, why I feel so less?
I be with my dog, right now I ain't with
My dog, I ain't feelin' like Johnny Test
These thin-ass walls, everything just dark
No sound, my mind just cavin' in
In my thoughts, I drown, I'll never ever
Do you foul, I done got betrayed again
Mama say pray up top, you call, mama say pray He won't let you down
Life, it come back full circle like time, can't wait around
You could ask for somethin', but you ain't ask if I was fine
Like, why the hell you stab me in my back? I would've gave an eye
Like, fuck it, I need a shoulder
Like, fuck it, my soul need closure
Come around fakin' that shit was for nothin'
I'm tired of them fuckin' me over
Betrayal be makin' me feel like I'm nothin'
Sometimes, I just cry when I'm sober
'Til the cold water hurt and the pain, it be touchin'
I'm just hopin' one day it's over
'Cause we won't be here for long
No, we won't be here for long
Tryna keep up, I need rest
Why the fuck every day like a test?
Like I'm stuck in the trends, what is next?
Big-ass hole in my heart like a fence
Lot of things that I just won't get
If it don't work, then it ain't meant
After all that time I spent
Tryna show I'm the realest it get
Negativity draggin' me in
They be hatin' like I'm 'posed to win
I'ma blow by a hater like wind
Like a man, take a loss to the chin
Like, fuck it, I need a shoulder
Like, fuck it, my soul need closure
Come around fakin' that shit was for nothin'
I'm tired of them fuckin' me over
Betrayal be makin' me feel like I'm nothin'
Sometimes, I just cry when I'm sober
'Til the cold water hurt and the pain, it be touchin'
I'm just hopin' one day it's over
'Cause we won't be here for long
No, we won't be here for long
Tryna keep up, I need rest
Why the fuck every day like a test?
Like I'm stuck in the trends, what is next?
Big-ass hole in my heart like a fence
Like, fuck it, I need a shoulder
Like, fuck it, my soul need closure
Come around fakin' that shit was for nothin'
I'm tired of them fuckin' me over
Betrayal be makin' me feel like I'm nothin'
Sometimes, I just cry when I'm sober
'Til the cold water hurt and the pain, it be touchin'
I'm just hopin' one day it's over
'Cause we won't be here for long
No, we won't be here for long
Tryna keep up, I need rest
Why the fuck every day like a test?
Like I'm stuck in the trends, what is next?
Big-ass hole in my heart like a fence
I need me a shoulder
Tired of them fuckin' me over
We won't be here for long
They keep betrayin' me
I don't know how it's gon' go
Can't let my feelings override my thoughts
A loss ain't a loss, it's a lesson, but what have you learned for real from that lesson?
I feel myself
I'm my only threat
All the things I been thinkin' sometimes I don't say
I just wanna get the paper, stay the fuck out the way
How a nigga keep goin' when the day seem grey?
How a nigga keep goin' with the fake in my face?
Got this money and it bought more problems
My happiness gone, they take it away
See, everything always ain't 'bout a dollar
But what can I say? It's a treacherous game
What you gon' do if I quit?
I stop the pills for a moment, I'm back on the X
I really can't hide that I'm stressed
Wakin' up smilin', but really feel low, I'm a mess
Fuck made me this hero?
Like, tell me why it's all on me though?
Everybody be smilin', I'm feelin' I'm havin' nobody
How the hell it's an S on my chest?
Never gon' quit, gotta give my best
Everybody want more, why I feel so less?
I be with my dog, right now I ain't with
My dog, I ain't feelin' like Johnny Test
These thin-ass walls, everything just dark
No sound, my mind just cavin' in
In my thoughts, I drown, I'll never ever
Do you foul, I done got betrayed again
Mama say pray up top, you call, mama say pray He won't let you down
Life, it come back full circle like time, can't wait around
You could ask for somethin', but you ain't ask if I was fine
Like, why the hell you stab me in my back? I would've gave an eye
Like, fuck it, I need a shoulder
Like, fuck it, my soul need closure
Come around fakin' that shit was for nothin'
I'm tired of them fuckin' me over
Betrayal be makin' me feel like I'm nothin'
Sometimes, I just cry when I'm sober
'Til the cold water hurt and the pain, it be touchin'
I'm just hopin' one day it's over
'Cause we won't be here for long
No, we won't be here for long
Tryna keep up, I need rest
Why the fuck every day like a test?
Like I'm stuck in the trends, what is next?
Big-ass hole in my heart like a fence
Lot of things that I just won't get
If it don't work, then it ain't meant
After all that time I spent
Tryna show I'm the realest it get
Negativity draggin' me in
They be hatin' like I'm 'posed to win
I'ma blow by a hater like wind
Like a man, take a loss to the chin
Like, fuck it, I need a shoulder
Like, fuck it, my soul need closure
Come around fakin' that shit was for nothin'
I'm tired of them fuckin' me over
Betrayal be makin' me feel like I'm nothin'
Sometimes, I just cry when I'm sober
'Til the cold water hurt and the pain, it be touchin'
I'm just hopin' one day it's over
'Cause we won't be here for long
No, we won't be here for long
Tryna keep up, I need rest
Why the fuck every day like a test?
Like I'm stuck in the trends, what is next?
Big-ass hole in my heart like a fence
Like, fuck it, I need a shoulder
Like, fuck it, my soul need closure
Come around fakin' that shit was for nothin'
I'm tired of them fuckin' me over
Betrayal be makin' me feel like I'm nothin'
Sometimes, I just cry when I'm sober
'Til the cold water hurt and the pain, it be touchin'
I'm just hopin' one day it's over
'Cause we won't be here for long
No, we won't be here for long
Tryna keep up, I need rest
Why the fuck every day like a test?
Like I'm stuck in the trends, what is next?
Big-ass hole in my heart like a fence
I need me a shoulder
Tired of them fuckin' me over
We won't be here for long
They keep betrayin' me
I don't know how it's gon' go
