"Tainted Heart" lyrics
(Alex Made This Beat)
Hmm
I done seen my son in 'bout a year, I don't really know how to feel
Say, hey, P, how you doin'? But it's life after death
It's been a battle with my mental health since you left
I'm mad at you, but I'm hurt, fucked up, you left me by myself
See, the time ain't come to heal a thing, I'm so deep in my brain
Steady poppin' X, I been up, baby
Actin' like I'm okay, but I been cryin' lately
My insides dyin' from the drugs I'm takin'
Bro locked up on PCP, K2, he won't fuck with that
Why I carry around this load like I'm a runnin' back?
On the lean, I cut back, now tryna switch to Xanax
My heart cold and it hurt bad, wish I could bring my mans back
Where my head at? Don't know 'cause my heart tainted
They say all this pain's pain what I been paintin'
Tryna change my life, the life I live so dangerous
I get so high for my nigga P, he left his statement
Life keep rollin', no, it don't wait for no man
I'm hurtin', can you notice?
That pain been on me, this wasn't in the game plan
Like fuck, I pop a Perky 10
Unprescribed meds, not tryna go to bed, nah
Can't find no way to cope, so I suggest to knock my head off
Life hard, but death easy, life hard, but death easy
My heart and mind at war and I don't know who to side with, trouble with the silence
A product of the environment, it's tirin', I'm tired of this
No one that I'm confidin' in, like me, nobody gon' ride for this
Like look at all the time I spent, me and trauma rivalries
I try and vent, but they don't care, so it stay bottled in
Came up, now I'm poppin' shit, I don't even try with this
I copped a flight shit, for so long I've been battlin'
Where my head at? Don't know 'cause my heart tainted
They say all this pain's pain what I been paintin'
Tryna change my life, the life I live so dangerous
I get so high for my nigga P, he left his statement
Life keep rollin', no, it don't wait for no man
I'm hurtin', can you notice?
That pain been on me, this wasn't in the game plan
Like fuck, I pop a Perky 10
Hmm
I done seen my son in 'bout a year, I don't really know how to feel
Say, hey, P, how you doin'? But it's life after death
It's been a battle with my mental health since you left
I'm mad at you, but I'm hurt, fucked up, you left me by myself
See, the time ain't come to heal a thing, I'm so deep in my brain
Steady poppin' X, I been up, baby
Actin' like I'm okay, but I been cryin' lately
My insides dyin' from the drugs I'm takin'
Bro locked up on PCP, K2, he won't fuck with that
Why I carry around this load like I'm a runnin' back?
On the lean, I cut back, now tryna switch to Xanax
My heart cold and it hurt bad, wish I could bring my mans back
Where my head at? Don't know 'cause my heart tainted
They say all this pain's pain what I been paintin'
Tryna change my life, the life I live so dangerous
I get so high for my nigga P, he left his statement
Life keep rollin', no, it don't wait for no man
I'm hurtin', can you notice?
That pain been on me, this wasn't in the game plan
Like fuck, I pop a Perky 10
Unprescribed meds, not tryna go to bed, nah
Can't find no way to cope, so I suggest to knock my head off
Life hard, but death easy, life hard, but death easy
My heart and mind at war and I don't know who to side with, trouble with the silence
A product of the environment, it's tirin', I'm tired of this
No one that I'm confidin' in, like me, nobody gon' ride for this
Like look at all the time I spent, me and trauma rivalries
I try and vent, but they don't care, so it stay bottled in
Came up, now I'm poppin' shit, I don't even try with this
I copped a flight shit, for so long I've been battlin'
Where my head at? Don't know 'cause my heart tainted
They say all this pain's pain what I been paintin'
Tryna change my life, the life I live so dangerous
I get so high for my nigga P, he left his statement
Life keep rollin', no, it don't wait for no man
I'm hurtin', can you notice?
That pain been on me, this wasn't in the game plan
Like fuck, I pop a Perky 10
