"Destinesia II" lyrics

These thoughts, these thoughts
Never getting out of my head
(Oh oh they never did, oh oh they never did)
I'm alone a lot
Rather be in my bed
(A a alone, a a lone)

But I'd be damned if I never chased you from the start
And I'd be damned if I didn't wanna follow heart
And I'd be damned if I thought leaving my home was smart
And I'd be damned if I, I, aaah

All this destinesia's got me wildin' out, wildin' out
Oh what is my cause I hope I'm finding out, finding out
I've been on this journey for awhile now
All this destinesia's got me wildin' out
And I be screaming (aaaah)
And I be screaming (aaaah)

Beat up, bashed down
Bodies freakin' on the floor
(Oh, I can't feel no more)
(Oh, I can't feel no more)
Please dad, please dad
Don't open my freakin' door
(Oh, oh, oh, not my door)
(Oh, oh, oh, not my door)
All these thoughts controlling me
They holding me out
But somewhere deep inside of me
I'm wondering how
I try to speak to God but he ain't finding me now
I thought he had an eye on me, they lied to me

But I'd be damned if I never chased you from the start
And I'd be damned if I didn't wanna follow heart
And I'd be damned if I thought leaving my home was smart
And I'd be damned if I, I, aaah

All this destinesia's got me wildin' out, wildin' out
Oh what is my cause I hope I'm finding out, finding out
I've been on this journey for awhile now
All this destinesia's got me wildin' out
And I be screaming (aaaah)
And I be screaming (aaaah)