"Don't Want To" lyrics

I miss you, I need you, but only when I'm weak
Yeah, sometimes, my past life still got a hold on me

And just 'cause I ain't reaching for the bottle
And I ain't got a smoke between my lips
Oh, just 'cause I ain't trying to numb my sorrows
With any kind of vice, I ain't tried yet

Don't mean I don't want to
Don't mean I don't feel like it sometimes
Don't mean I don't crave it and taste it in every corner of my mind
Just 'cause I ain't tempting that temptation or lighting up that fuse
Don't mean I don't want to
Don't mean I don't want to
Mmm

My battle, my shadow ain't ever far from me
It's moment by moment, damn, it's always gonna be

And just 'cause I ain't reaching for the bottle
And I ain't got a smoke between my lips
Oh, and just 'cause I ain't running from my problems
Or cashing in my good luck for a hit

Don't mean I don't want to
Don't mean I don't feel like it sometimes
Don't mean I don't crave it and taste it in every corner of my mind
Just 'cause I ain't tempting that temptation or lighting up that fuse
Don't mean I don't want to
It don't mean I don't want to, no, no (Hey)

Oh, and just 'cause I ain't running from my problems
And cashing in my good luck for a hit

Don't mean I don't want to
Don't mean I don't feel like it sometimes
Don't mean I don't crave it and taste it in every corner of my mind
Just 'cause I ain't tempting that temptation or lighting up that fuse
Don't mean I don't want to
Don't mean I don't want to