"empathy (2020)" lyrics

I wanna call you up
Wanna say you're mine
Wanna feel it all before I realize
That I'm all alone
And it's not my fault
I might cut my hair after I cut you off
You could lie to me like you always did
You might be nineteen you're still a fucking kid
Thought we had it all
That was my mistake
Hell it was better than nothing

So long suddenly
I'm losing all empathy
It's all gone suddenly
And I don't know what I believe
So long suddenly
I'm losing all empathy
It's all gone suddenly
And I don't know what I believe, oh

Finding the right words
Cut me off
Cut me out
Lock the door
Turn the lights
Shut me out
Lock the door
Turn the lights
Shut me out
Tell your friends we're alright for the clout
You're unstable as hell
You're afraid to get help
You're afraid of yourself
Swear to god if you leave a little bit of my heart
I fall apart
With you in the back of my brain
I'm not the same
So settle down
I fucking [?] love songs
I hope you're sad [?]
At least one of us gets some honesty

So long suddenly
I'm losing all empathy
It's all gone suddenly
And I don't know what I believe
So long suddenly
I'm losing all empathy
It's all gone suddenly
And I don't know what I believe, oh