"orchid" lyrics

I can't do this anymore

I hope you make it past New Year's
With a smile on your face
Countin' the days since I've known you
When your life rearranged

And I still just don't know
Where the fuck else I'd go
'Cause it's like cancer
We just wish it was

You're beautiful (Beautiful)
That's what you are
And I still don't know
How we fell in love
You're beautiful (Beautiful)
I swear it's true
And I just don't know
What else to do

You'll fly alone at Thanksgiving
To get out of New York
I'm just so happy you're living
Wouldn't ask you for more

But you still just don't know
How to make some place home
'Cause we could've had it
Don't you wish we did?

You're beautiful (Beautiful)
That's what you are
And I still just don't know
How we fell in love
You're beautiful (Beautiful)
I swear it's true
And I just don't know
What else to do

You're beautiful (Beautiful)
I swear it's true
And I just don't know
What else to do

Still we, are we?
Still be the only to fall?
You're beautiful