"under" lyrics

I was coming up
Now I'm under
Put me six feet deep
In a slumber
Gimme a puff
Gimme a puff
Gimme a puff
Gimme a puff
Gimme a puff
So I can feel something for once, (yeah)

I was coming up
Now I'm under
Put me six feet deep
In a slumber (slumber)

Fuck every second
I live for today
How many times am I running away?
Give me the truth
Or give nothing at all
Everyone loves to let all others fall
I can see clearly that I'm not a slave
So why is that actually how I behave?
Repeating, ramming my head at the wall
"Somebody get me the fuck out this hole!"

Why is everything the easiest the possible?
Why does everything I dream seem impossible?
Wish I could kick and scream
And love enough to sleep it off

Oh, I'm a sleep it off
Oh...

I was coming up
Now I'm under
Put me six feet deep
In a slumber
I could dance all night
With you by my side
Now get out of my sight
So I can feel something for once
Something for once
Something for once, oh
Something for once