"anxiety" lyrics

The anxiety got another hold on me
Hands around my neck, tight grip got
Squeeze
My friend told me that I need to get up off my knees
She told me that I'm stupid, damn, it's my life to appease

You don't see the world with the same lens as me
I zoom out, you zoom in, same picture that we view in
I do me, I still win, not as weak as you assuming
Don't lose the melody cause you hear the bass booming

Yes, I am flawed and confusing
Don't lose faith in my power for improving
Guess I still love her, yes, I hate her, yes, my lessons arrive
Yes, I'll make it out alive
Yes, I'll do it in my own time

Never afraid of affection
I might change my mind round and circles, but you couldn't imagine
Every moment, every piece of love that I was holding
Good times behind closed doors that I ain't showing

So I'm sorry for my unfiltered state of emotion
Need discernment, not judgment, in the space that we holding
Don't lose the melody cause you hear the bass booming
Give love how it's needed, can be something we choosing

Trust, if you need hands, I will throw them for you
If you need some flowers, I can grow them for you
If you just need to vent and come and blow smoke
Yeah, whatever you need, my friend, just let me know