"Take It Back" lyrics

It's taken away from me I want to take it back
I wish I would've said something I wish I could go back
But there are just some things you can't change about your past
Maybe one day I'll forget this at last

But I want to feel okay
Cause I don't deserve to feel this type of way

I want to hide away in my shell in my personal hell
Where no one can find me I'll die quietly
Cause what if it's been my fault this whole time
Always thinking I need everyone to feel all right

But I can't feel okay
Cause I do deserve to feel this type of way