"Lying" lyrics

I've been lazy, calling in patience
Really been messing around
Trying my best, wish I could fake it
Just like everybody else

Hey, girl in the mirror tell me something
Show me the things your heart's been guarding
Beat myself up when no one's watching
Put on a front and keep on walking

And I been lying
Not just to myself
And I been crying
Wonder if you can tell

Been getting in my way
You tried to keep me safe
You loved me
No worries
I said that I'm OK
But I been lying
Not just to myself

I keep talking, but I do nothing
I'm not too good on my own
Making excuses, feeling so useless
Got no life left in my bones

Hey, girl in the mirror tell me something
Show me the things my heart's been guarding
Beat myself up when no one's watching
Put on a front and keep on walking

And I been lying
Not just to myself
And I been crying
Wonder if you can tell

Been getting in my way
You tried to keep me safe
You loved me
No worries
I said that I'm OK
But I been lying
Not just to myself

I been lying
I been lying
I been lying
I been lying
I been lying
I been lying

And I been lying
Not just to myself
And I been crying
And I wonder if you can tell