"Serotonin" lyrics

I don't wanna say that it hurts
'Cause I don't wanna let you in
'Cause you don't deserve that
No, you don't deserve that
So I'ma just say that I'm good
Then I'ma go and let you win
I guess I deserve that
I guess I deserve that

Oh, I'm driving all my friends insane
Going round in circles
Oh, I'm nothing but a rainy day
Just trying to find a purpose

I'm a mess but I will never let you know
How I'm doing, just put on another show
I'm depressed but I will never let you in
So I guess I'll write another song
To make you feel like serotonin

I say that I don't wanna go back
Or maybe I think that's a lie
'Cause I always do that
Yeah, I always do that

Oh, I'm driving all my friends insane
Going round in circles
Oh, I'm nothing but a rainy day
Just trying to find a purpose

I'm a mess but I will never let you know
How I'm doing, just put on another show
Oh, I'm depressed but I will never let you in
So I guess I'll write another song
To make you feel like serotonin

I'm depressed but I will never let you in
So I guess I'll write another song
To make you feel like serotonin