"inferior" lyrics

I still feel
I still feel inferior
I still feel

Can't help the way I'm hardwired
Try so hard, why're all my thoughts tired?
Swore I put 'em in the grave
But when I stare into space, they're staring me in the face
Bar keeps going up higher
I like a challenge and I've always been a good climber
To this mountain, yeah, I'm chained
Will I ever make it all the way?

If I was just ten percent prettier
More funny, cool, and skinnier
Would it finally be enough to love myself?
Would life be any easier?
Would I still get my feelings hurt
Or would it end up feeling worse
To get everything I want, then look around
And still feel inferior?

Imposter syndrome is untreatable
Made my fake self-worth look believable
So if anybody asks
I'm not hiding in the back having a panic attack
I know I gotta get out of this black hole
Running a maze in a blindfold
But it haunts me like a ghost

If I was just ten percent prettier
More funny, cool, and skinnier
Would it finally be enough to love myself?
Would life be any easier?
Would I still get my feelings hurt
Or would it end up feeling worse
To get everything I want, then look around
And still feel inferior?

I still feel
I still feel inferior
I still feel
I still feel inferior

I still feel
Fix my face and do my hair
I still feel
Everything I've done is not enough, I swear

It comes and goes in seasons
Just superficial healing
Don't know why I still feel like this

If I was just ten percent prettier
More funny, cool, and skinnier
Would it finally be enough to love myself?
Would life be any easier?
Would I still get my feelings hurt
Or would it end up feeling worse
To get everything I want, then look around
And still feel inferior?

Still feel inferior (I still feel)
I still feel inferior

I still feel
Fix my face and do my hair
I still feel
Everything I've done is not enough, I swear