"Whitney" lyrics

I used to keep a journal every night
I would try to hide it out of sight
My sister tried to find it
And even though she denies it
I wrote it down oh every time
If it made me mad
If it made me cry
When it knock me down
She would pick me up

So sing it for Britney
Oh how I wish you could see me, baby
Drivin' my mother crazy

Fill me up with this feelin'
Oh, I didn't know I could miss it
When everyone's around
Fill me up with this feelin'
You're gonna grow up and miss this
When everyone's around
Why is everyone so loud?
Didn't think that I would find
It doesn't feel like home
No, I'm alone

Underneath all the stickers is my life, mhm
I was painting these pictures since I was nine, yeah
Writin' down all my secrets
Well I didn't know how to keep it, yeah
I don't want to forget what it was like

'Cause one day I'll love
And then I'll cry
I will have these words
They'll make sense in time, oh

Now I sing it for Whitney
Oh how I wish she could see me
Drivin' my mother crazy

Fill me up with this feelin'
Oh, I didn't know I could miss it
When everyone's around
Fill me up with this feelin'
You're gonna grow up and miss this
When everyone's around
Why is everyone so loud?
Didn't think that I would find
It doesn't feel like home

I remember holding back
If I knew then I'd write it down
On every line, on every page
What you say will stay

Fill me up with this feelin'
I didn't know I could miss it, oh
Fill me up with this feelin'
You're gonna grow up and miss this
When everyone's around
Why is everyone so loud?
Didn't think that I would find
All the ways you make you smile
And now nobody's around
And now no one is too loud
Didn't think that I would find
It doesn't feel like home
When I'm alone