"Certain Kind Of Love" lyrics

I moved to the city, I'm missing my mother
The days are all blurring, one into the other
One year has passed, I pay all my friends
I love what I do and I hate how it ends

I have no defenses, I don't own a gun
I find myself wishing I could sleep with one
I don't trust nobody, I'm never alone
But I'm always alone

My soul burns
And my heart yearns
For a certain kind of love
For a certain kind of love

I see my future, it's sparkling and bright
But I don't see a world where I turn twenty-five
No one wants to hear that, I'd rather just lie
Tits out, I'm having the time of my life
'Cause when I am honest, it's horrible lines
These ugly confessions, they torture my mind
The book I am writing, I don't want to read
It's so sad to me

My soul burns
And my heart yearns
For a certain kind of love
For a certain kind of love

I moved to the city
I'm missing my mother
The days are all blurring
One into the other
Just one year has passed and
I pay all my friends and
I love what I do and
I hate how it ends and
I have no defenses
I don't own a gun and
I find myself wishing
I could sleep with one and
I don't trust nobody
I'm never alone and
I'm always alone and