"Pray" lyrics

I thought I wanted love till you showed me what it was
I've never been colder, all this weight that I shoulder
It's a blessing and a curse, fuck the better it's only worse
Wouldn't wish this on no one, it's one hell of a low one

We're going up, we going down
We could run it back, we could work it out, but, no
Late at night, going out my mind
Praying that the sun don't rise, like, no, mmh

Waking up but wishing that you don't (oh, oh, oh)
It's something that I pray you'll never know (oh, oh, oh)

Up at night, drinking liquor like it's water
Waking up, knowing I'm somebody's daughter, but
I don't know a lot about my father
Maybe that's the reason I don't do shit like I oughta, no
I need some medicine, this shit that my head is in
Got me thinking, questioning, laying in this bed I'm in
Up at night, drinking liquor like it's water
Maybe that's the reason I don't do shit like I oughta, no

Waking up but wishing that you don't (oh, oh, oh)
It's something that I pray you'll never know (oh, oh, oh)

You might love the highs but you ain't seen the lows
You don't know the half of it and I pray you'll never know

Whoa

Waking up, but wishing that you don't
(Wishing that you don't)
It's something that I pray you'll never know
You never know, you never know
You never know