"Relapse" lyrics
J.I the Prince of N.Y Lyrics
I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes
'Cause it's painful and it's dreadful
Might fuck around and change you
But it's gon' be all right
I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes
'Cause it's painful and it's dreadful
How could you let these niggas change you?
This shit doesn't feel all right
Sometimes I be wishing I could run away
And I'm tryna convince myself to put my gun away
'Cause I don't know what I'm chasing
But all I feel is hatred
Wishing you would've embraced me just a little bit
And yeah, I fell in love with drugs
But that was only 'cause I never felt your love in the first place
Now all it does is bring me down in the worst way
I got a tattoo of my face from when I was innocent
To remind myself that I got demons and I can't let 'em in
And why is life so fucking hard?
I'm ashamed to tell my parents that I got scars
Like they know what those are
I put Stephanie on standby for Tanisha
Then I hit both of them bitches with the bye Felisha
Got two white cups, sipping on that drink
Could be purple or might be pink
Depending on how you mix that shit
If you ain't got money, go get that shit
I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes
'Cause it's painful and it's dreadful
Might fuck around and change you
But it's gon' be all right
I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes
'Cause it's painful and it's dreadful
How could you let these niggas change you?
This shit doesn't feel all right
I wish I had the chance
To bring back my soldiers
If only we could start over
I wish I had the chance
To give you closure
But my hearts frozen
This shit doesn't feel all right
I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes
'Cause it's painful and it's dreadful
Might fuck around and change you
But it's gon' be all right
I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes
'Cause it's painful and it's dreadful
How could you let these niggas change you?
This shit doesn't feel all right
'Cause it's painful and it's dreadful
Might fuck around and change you
But it's gon' be all right
I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes
'Cause it's painful and it's dreadful
How could you let these niggas change you?
This shit doesn't feel all right
Sometimes I be wishing I could run away
And I'm tryna convince myself to put my gun away
'Cause I don't know what I'm chasing
But all I feel is hatred
Wishing you would've embraced me just a little bit
And yeah, I fell in love with drugs
But that was only 'cause I never felt your love in the first place
Now all it does is bring me down in the worst way
I got a tattoo of my face from when I was innocent
To remind myself that I got demons and I can't let 'em in
And why is life so fucking hard?
I'm ashamed to tell my parents that I got scars
Like they know what those are
I put Stephanie on standby for Tanisha
Then I hit both of them bitches with the bye Felisha
Got two white cups, sipping on that drink
Could be purple or might be pink
Depending on how you mix that shit
If you ain't got money, go get that shit
I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes
'Cause it's painful and it's dreadful
Might fuck around and change you
But it's gon' be all right
I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes
'Cause it's painful and it's dreadful
How could you let these niggas change you?
This shit doesn't feel all right
I wish I had the chance
To bring back my soldiers
If only we could start over
I wish I had the chance
To give you closure
But my hearts frozen
This shit doesn't feel all right
I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes
'Cause it's painful and it's dreadful
Might fuck around and change you
But it's gon' be all right
I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes
'Cause it's painful and it's dreadful
How could you let these niggas change you?
This shit doesn't feel all right
