"Up To Me" lyrics

I was blind, but now I see
Now I see

I used to be lost
And then I found out
I didn't have to be
It was up to me
It's all up to me

I was lying. Lying to myself
Somebody else was lying

And I was caught. Caught in between
Now I'm free. How I see
It's all up to me
Up to me
It's all up to me

I used to pretend
I was this. I was that
Pretending

I was wrong, but that's alright
Now I see, it didn't have to be that way
It's all up to me
It's all up to me
Up to me
It's all up to me