"Losing My Grip" lyrics

Woke up, I wanted to die
I don't think I'll make it to 25
Last year, I'd be so petrified
Taste like cigarettes, shit don't get me high
All I'm feeling is dead inside
Remember being a kid, just starting life
Fall into a place where I don't wanna try
It's 6am and I can't sleep at night

Here's to another sleepless night
Good luck trying to survive
You've been trapped with reality
I hope this isn't where I peak
I see that I'm sick, I'm losing my grip
I see that I'm sick, I see that I'm sick

What if I just can't seem to wash off the pain that I have?
What if I just can't seem to make it through the darkness in my path?
I see that I'm losing my reality
This is my lucid dream, this is my lucid dream
This is my lucid dream
This is my lucid dream

These games of staying up late
Got me feelin' like I need a break
I'm through all this, I need some to pull through this
I'm done with all your hate, I'm done with all this pain
I can't take another day of feeling ashamed
I can't take another day of feeling insane
I can't handle all of this, handle all of this

My dearest, I write to you
A letter that's supposed to be true
Something about how I feel alright
Let me get fuckin' real
I'm sick of all this hate
I can't take another day of all this pain
Can't stand the way you're always on my brain
All I want to do is make you go away

Here's to another sleepless night
Good luck trying to survive
You've been trapped with reality
I hope this isn't where I peak
I see that I'm sick, I'm losing my grip
I see that I'm sick, I see that I'm sick

Good luck trying to survive
You've been trapped with reality
I hope this isn't where I peak
I see that I'm sick, I'm losing my grip
I see that I'm sick, I see that I'm sick
I see that I'm sick, I see that I'm sick

Woke up, I wanted to die
I don't think I'll make it to 25
Last year, I'd be so petrified
Taste like cigarettes, shit don't get me high
All I'm feeling is dead inside
Remember being a kid, just starting life
Fall into a place where I don't wanna try
It's 6am and I can't sleep at night

Here's to another sleepless night
Good luck trying to survive
You've been trapped with reality
I hope this isn't where I peak
(Woke up, I wanted to die) I see that I'm sick
(I don't think I'll make it to 25) I'm losing my grip
(Last year, I'd be so petrified) I see that I'm sick
(Taste like cigarettes, shit don't get me high) I see that I'm sick
(All I'm feeling is dead inside)
(Remember being a kid, just starting life) Losing my grip
(Fall into a place where I don't wanna try) I see that I'm sick
(It's 6am and I can't sleep at night) I see that I'm sick