"Clovers." lyrics

Wake up, like, a quarter to twelve
Hoping that today I'll be someone else
So dumb how I talk to myself
This is hell on earth, but I can turn it into heaven

What makes me mad
All of the lost time
Only left here to realize
What makes me mad
Can't open up my eyes

And just when I think it's over
Just when I think I've lost my mind
I'm in a field of clovers
I'm running forward, back to life

Went a little crazy yesterday
Everybody saw, but it's okay
Swimming in the river of my feels
Looking in the mirror, like what's the deal
Now, now, no matter what the doctors offered me
Couldn't shake that dark cloud off of me
Finally know how fast I gotta run
Now I'm on a move for my kingdom come
Always on a move for a rainy day
Needed a change

And just when I think it's over
Just when I think I've lost my mind
I'm in a field of clovers
I'm running forward, back to life

Sitting pretty, steady picking clovers
Finally, I feel I'm getting closure
Sitting pretty, steady picking clovers
Finally, I feel I'm getting closure

And just when I think it's over
Just when I think I've lost my mind
I'm in a field of clovers
I'm running forward, back to life

Sitting pretty, steady picking clovers
Finally, I feel I'm getting closure
Sitting pretty, steady picking clovers
Finally, I feel I'm getting closure