"Dissolve" lyrics

You
Scrollin' through your text messages
No, no, no

It's drizzlin' outside
But it's stormin' in my mind
And the clouds have found their way to my tear ducts
No, I can't keep holdin' on
'Cause the waves are way too strong and way too deep now

Don't wanna get all up in your face
I'm the one who needs change
I just wanna dissolve for a minute
And, no, that won't solve nothin'
I'll avoid it at all costs
But the sun's down and the drinks come
And I'm singin'

I just wanna know if you ever really loved me at all
'Cause everything is different now
And it makes me feel like I could dissolve
Tryin' not to think about it
But I need more than just a new distraction
Now you should say somethin' back
'Fore I vanish into these walls
Oh, ooh

Baby, baby, baby, baby
I don't wanna just ghost on ya, float away, babe
My thunder's loud and the lightning's gettin' even brighter, baby
Yeah, it's a shame from all that we wasted

Did you ever let out from your mouth
Not a sound, no warnin', nothin'
Do you want me to go?
You were holdin' it in when you
Shoulda been holdin' it down for me
Holdin' it down

I just wanna know if you ever really loved me at all (All)
'Cause everything is different now
And it makes me feel like I could dissolve (Yeah)
Tryin' not to think about it
But I need more than just a new distraction
Now you should say somethin' back (You should say somethin')
'Fore I vanish into these walls

Or you'll never see
Never see me again
Tryin' not to think about
How you don't think about me at all, oh
Oh no, mm
Oh, oh