"Made Up My Mind" lyrics

We got to talking
Bout the future and the options
Hypothetically got lost in who would die first
We spent the evening
Drank our way right though the feelings
Silently stared at the ceiling
Watched you try to find the words

You said, I gotta know
Even if it hurts

If the sky opened and heaven was waiting
And I left you by yourself
Would you find somebody else
If time said it's my turn to be taken
Would I be your last goodbye
Cause if you asked me to decide
I'd die before I made up my mind

Honey, that's my final answer
There's no happy ever after
After you, I don't see anything at all
I know I'd do nothing different
For what it is or what it isn't
I'd rather not think about living when you're gone

You said, I gotta know
Even if it hurts

If the sky opened and heaven was waiting
And I left you by yourself
Would you find somebody else
If time said it's my turn to be taken
Would I be your last goodbye
Cause if you asked me to decide
I'd die before I made up my mind

I'd let my heart stop in my chest
Before I'd lay you down to rest
I couldn't take another breath
Without you here
Cause if you're gone there's nothing left
No rhyme, or reason to exist
It's not a life I wanna live
Without you here

If the sky opened and heaven was waiting
And I left you by yourself
Would you find somebody else
If time said it's my turn to be taken
Would I be your last goodbye
Cause if you asked me to decide
I'd die before I made up my mind