"Cultivated" lyrics

It's a fixation
I'm cultivated now
It's not what I love
But what you won't allow

You're asking for a promise I can't keep
You like to see me on my knees
Begging for the silence
When you scream

I'm sinking down to the depths of the ocean
I'm hangin' on to the weight of my love
If I let go of it all I could leave
But I know I won't

Under the surface
The water fills my lungs
This ground I worship
Has swallowed up its young

And you'll kill for a promise I can't keep
Just like a game of hide and seek
The secret's in the silence
When you scream

I'm sinking down to the depths of the ocean
I'm hangin' on to the weight of my love
If I let go of it all I could leave
But I know I won't
I'm sinking down to the depths of the ocean
I'm hangin' on to the weight of my love
If I let go of it all I could leave
But I know I won't

The secret's in the silence
How could I have been so unaware?
The secret's in the silence
You only tie me down to cut my hair
The secret's in the silence
Now I'm waking from the silence when you scream

I'm sinking down to the depths of the ocean
I'm hangin' on to the weight of my love
If I let go of it all I could leave
But I know I won't
I'm sinking down to the depths of the ocean
I'm hangin' on to the weight of my love
If I let go of it all I could leave
But I know I won't

I'm sinking down to the depths of the ocean
I'm hangin' on to the weight of my love
If I let go of it all I could leave
But I know I won't
I'm sinking down to the depths of the ocean
I'm hangin' on to the weight of my love
If I let go of it all I could leave
But I know I won't