"Heavy Heart" lyrics

I've been thinking
'Bout how we used to
Spend every weekend
And love in the evening
Wait, stop
Do I cling too much?
Maybe I just overthink too much
Worrying about the things I can't change

We're in two different cities
And hours apart
I'm missing the feeling
To be where you are
But then all of a sudden
My mind starts to wonder why
I kinda wish I was lonely
Why am I fine if I'm only
Living with no one to hold me
Thought that I'd fall
But I'm fine without my heavy heart

Long distance
You're telling me you feel resistance
But to be honest I've been wishing
For a little space between us
Cause I had to do some growing up
Why do all these things get tough
Even if I'm not texting you
It don't mean I never miss your touch

Two different cities
And hours apart
I'm missing the feeling
To be where you are
But then all of a sudden
My mind starts to wonder why
I kinda wish I was lonely
Why am I fine if I'm only
Living with no one to hold me
Thought that I'd fall
But I'm fine without my heavy heart

Heart
Heart
Heart
Fine without my heavy heart
Heart
Heart
Heart
Fine without my heavy heart