"One Of You" lyrics

Yeah, I'm feelin' set apart, and I don't mean holy
Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't let people get to know me
'Cause they gon' see how I am, and they gon' focus on that
They gon' be so warm in-person and cold behind the back
And I can't tell what's insecurities or really facts
Like, would you truly still be around if I didn't rap?
If I was down in your city, would you not let me crash?
And I ain't shooting, but I'm feeling like

Like I'll never be one of you, ayy
Feel like I'll never be one of you, ayy
Feeling like, like I'll never be one of you, ayy
Feels like I'll never be one of you, ayy
Ayy, like I'll never be
Like I'll never be

Yeah, way back at Baranca Court, it's 3 AM
Fighting with my lil bro, we was going in
Yo, we shared a lot, we only two years apart
They say we look like twins, but we was far from friends
And I don't know where it started, somehow my heart just departed
And I made a decision, I was on my own
You gon' roam, got a different call
Really got no home, black sheep everywhere you go, you can't fit the mold, uh
Honestly, I'm getting tired, I've been faking everyday
Step inside the church and I feel like I wanna run away
Kick it with the homies thinking they don't mean a word they say
Tell me I belong with them, but look at me like I'm astray
Why You make me different? Can You help me get it?
I'm only standing out 'cause ain't nobody standing with me
I'm a fraud and I know God sees through me
I'm sick of acting, every song I've made's a **** movie
Praying someone notices because I can't endure
I only wrote "Thass God" because I'm insecure
If anybody really got it, yo, I can't be sure
Only my big homie, shawty picked up on all the bull
I dealt with most of my life ignoring the need for healing
But I realized I didn't even know I was bleeding
I hope this honestly reach somebody that really need it
You wanna know how I'm feeling?

Like I'll never be one of you, ayy
Feel like I'll never be one of you, ayy
Feeling like, like I'll never be one of you, ayy
Feels like I'll never be one of you, ayy
Ayy, like I'll never be one of you, ayy (What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me?)
Like I'll never be one of you, ayy (What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me?)
Feeling like, like I'll never be one of you, ayy (What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me?)
Feels like I'll never be one of you, ayy (What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me?)
Like I'll never be